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| twenty-two |

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I'm slowly starting to realize why I'm alive, and what I live for. I'm living my life from day to day seeking out the answers of a lot. I'm learning to change, even though I hate change. It might do me well. I'm growing up in a way that most couldn't even comprehend. I fight for the things I love, and I don't let those things slip out of my grasp easily. I'm young, and I'm selfish; but isn't everyone? I'm starting to realize that no one is perfect, even if they seem it. Things are changing, and days are passing slowly. I'm curious to find out what is awaiting me as the days grow warmer, and spring becomes summer. Life changes every minute of every day. You lose friends and you gain friends. You realize your friend wasn't ever really your friend and that person you used to hate can make a really good friend. You look for love. You find love and you lose love. You realize all along that you're loved. You laugh, you cry. You laugh so hard you cry. You do this you do that. You really wish you hadn't done that. You learn from that and your downs. You see good movies, and bad movies. You wonder if your life is just one big movie. You look at others and wish you were them. You then realize who they are and you're glad you're you. You love life, you hate life. In the end, you just find yourself happy to be living life. No matter what is thrown at you./